When I started this blog several years ago I wanted to share insights into a normal Christian life as one who professes to be a follower of Jesus Christ. And I still am! But one doesn’t have to look very hard to see that the world is a different place now, even two years later.
To be honest with you, I’m alarmed. I’ll tell you a little story about something that happened on February 22nd (2/22) of this year.
First, let me say about 3 weeks before that I wrote 2/22 in my journal and I still don’t know why. I saw it after the fact.
Well February 22 was the super blood wolf moon or something like that. I always have the head of my bed at the window because I like to look at the stars when I fall asleep. That night the moon was SUPER bright but it was a little too far to the side and I couldn’t enjoy it that much as I fell asleep.
At around 3am I woke up, which isn’t unusual, and I saw the moon beam directly lighting up my pillow like a spotlight. My first thought was, “Cool!” My next thought wasn’t so great as I slowly began to have this feeling of HEAVY DREAD. I couldn’t reason why I was feeling like that for a few minutes and then the thought hit me: “It’s starting!” I was suddenly WIDE AWAKE. I sat up in bed and grabbed my journal.
It felt like God’s wrath was descending from on high and time was literally up… Completely up! I remember feeling very very scared and sorrowful. I’ve lived my life as devoted to Him as best I possibly could and I was realizing what I had been doing wasn’t enough! I felt totally forsaken!! I started to panic, now knowing there was nothing more I could do.
There are some frightening entries and frantic scribbles on the pages of my journal to testify what I knew to be true. It was as if the Lord had lifted His hand of protection from the earth.
Slowly the feeling began to subside and I realized it was just a warning!
You are likely seeing all the posts and videos telling people to Get Ready! And this one is no different. I can feel it building in my spirit day by day, a little stronger and more dire every time I wake up. I have repented of everything I can think of.
Yes, we serve a awesome God! Yes, I know He tells us not to fear. And I wouldn’t necessarily describe what I felt as fear but as dread… Dread at what the world is going to be facing.
Do with this what you want. I’m telling you it was REAL. My eyes are more wide open because of that experience, that’s for sure.